Noe Naruha

FULL NAME: Noe Riho Naruha
AGE: 31
D.O.B: 5th November
GENDER: Female
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Omnisexual
FAMILY: DECEASED
NEXT OF KIN: N/A


HEIGHT: 5'4
WEIGHT: 136.6 lbs // 62 kg
HAIR COLOR: purple-ish/dark pink-ish sometimes looks brown-ish
EYE COLOR: Blue
COMPLEXION: Fair
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PERSONALITY TRAITS

Noe lacks a feeling of self-worth, is constantly riddled by doubt and uncertainty, and seems to feel as though she's just not good enough and is not measuring up to society's standards (or the standards of those around her). She does however seem to have this under control and it's only when she is stressed that her 'omg I'm so useless and pathetic' thinking seems to get the better of her. People around her who aren't human seem to make her rather weary but that's due to her being a little unsure about them.

She often seems anti-social even for a teacher as she'll keep her thoughts and feelings to herself most of the time unless she's pushed a little where she'll usually respond in a hostile manner. This hostility often materializes in the form of harsh words and an over all cold and mean demeanour from her as she tries to defend herself and tries to over compensate by making herself look tough. Sadly it comes off as tactless and careless for the most part.

Beneath her general demeanour which can come off as quiet or even shy and plagues her everyday life constantly, she's a smart and actually caring individual. If she were a little more social people would find that Noe is usually warmly interested in others, is kind and generous and that she's actually very gentle. People would also see that she's good at understanding other peoples points of view and basing her judgements on all sides of a story rather than being extremely critical of everything around her. It's also easy to see that she's rather supportive of those she calls friends. She also seems to like to make people feel good about themselves.

However... She needs a little approval from others to feel good about herself and because of her usually quiet and anti-social behaviour despite being a teacher it makes it hard for others to get along with her and for her to genuinely show them that she can be pleasant. She can be a very giving person, yet wants to be appreciated for who she is, and what she can give. Criticism will seriously hurt her if it isn't constructive and doesn't provide any feedback or suggestions with it and that will only make her judge the person giving the feed back in a bad light.

Because of the way she is? She spends a lot of time inside her own mind which isn't healthy.

 
LIKES:
• Roses of any color
• Fresh cookies
• ... Cats... Especially kittens
• Horses
• Snakes
• Fruits, more so sweet berries and strawberries
• Lemon flavored foods
• Fizzy orange
• Incense sticks
• Wind chimes
• Dream catchers
• Good stories
• Stuffed animals
• Music boxes
• Soothing music
• Hot sweet drinks
• Thunder storms
• Watching snow or rain fall
• The beach
• Sunsets
• Clear nights with a full moon

DISLIKES:
• Being embarrassed
• Making mistakes
• Having no parents
• Having no siblings
• Her glasses getting broken
• Losing things
• When someone ruins her peace and quiet
• Idiotic statements or questions
• Lack of common sense
• Big crowds
• When cookies go soggy because they weren't eaten fast enough
• Surprises
• Having her hopes dashed
• Lack of money

HABITS:
• Keeping hurtful thoughts inside
• Bottling up negative emotions

INTERESTING TRAITS:
• She's very flexible and would make a good gymnast if she didn't have glasses.

 
LIST THE CLASSES YOU WISH TO TEACH:
• Supernatural Studies
• Weapons History

Noe was born to a mother and father that she now barely remembers at all. The few memories she has of her parents aren't very nice ones at all, her father hit her mother and in turn her mother hit Noe and she would cry only to be yelled at by her father. She was neglected by them and she still remembers the times where she'd often be left without food or drink her stomach and body hurting because she needed it and couldn't make it herself. This treatment eventually got her sick.

Again her parents just ignored it. It was her school teacher that noticed the bruises and the fact that she was skinny as a rake. Sadly the teacher tried to do something and it didn't end well for Noe, it just ended with her being kept home from school more often. Eventually her sickness which had been untreated for so long and her malnutrition ended with her collapsing in school and Noe being sent to hospital but most of the damage had been done.

She was going to be physically weak in comparison to most girls and boys her age, for the rest of her life (Unless she got the required help) and she was already partially blind which became worse with sickness, on top of that her growth in height was stunted. She was kept on life support for weeks being fed food through a tube because her body couldn't handle a proper meal and she cried a lot during the first two weeks. She won't forget how scared she was during that time but after those two weeks... She accepted what was happening and even laid there waiting to die knowing that if she asked the staff at the hospital wouldn't turn off the machines which at this point were the only things keeping her alive.

She never expected to be out of that hospital bed.

When they started to slowly get her back on proper meals she was grateful for it, but her outlook on life had been twisted to where she was rather critical of those around her. This went on till she was actually at a decent size. Months went by where she missed out on learning so she was far far behind everyone else in her age range when it came to learning. By the time she went back to school she was kept back a year and because of that she was picked on and bullied. It almost seemed like she'd just recovered from one nightmare only to step in to a new one.

Not only that but during her second day back? Her parents were killed in an accident so now the bullies had even more fuel to poke at her. Calling her worthless, saying she was a mistake, that her parents never loved her, that she was too stupid to be in school and lastly that she should've died too. These words and everything that began before it was the beginning of her depression. The bullying wasn't just insults either, people stole her lunch money, broke her glasses, hit her and generally made her life a living hell, one bully actually attempted to HANG her in the gym thinking they were clever for doing so, that it was funny to watch her struggle all because she was smaller, weaker, challenged in more way than one and more behind than they were.

She did try to get help but no one listened to her.

This treatment went on for years by older students till she reached the age of 14. The bullying stopped but only because she was moved to a different school. She had become so detached by this point that bullying and taunts seemed to roll off her like water off a ducks back. She had survived thus far despite being challenged in many ways but her depression caused her to have horrible thoughts and be critical of everyone and everything around her. She actually made a few friends in her new school. With those people she was extremely nice and thoughtful, she loved her friends dearly she's actually sad that she was sent over seas at the age of sixteen to get a job and to live on her own because she ultimately lost contact with them.

She's been living alone in Eden ever since she actually attended the academy as a student herself and worked through the academy, it's only this year that she decided to get a job there. This will be her first term teaching and she just has to hope she does a decent job.

 
FACE CLAIM:
Makinami Mari Illustrious - Neon Genesis Evangelion



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