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Post by Nyth Turace on Feb 8, 2015 2:20:09 GMT
► nyth turace  open words notes | Learning the things he had wouldn't stop weighing on him lately. Not that Nyth saw any of those things as bad, he just didn't entirely know how to handle them. For Nyth it sometimes kept him up at night all because he was thinking too hard. Something he did on a daily basis if left to his own devices. The over thinking was something he tried to grow out of but there was just no having it. How could his sister handle that? What about her boyfriend, or would he be husband now? Could they get married? He acted so worried when Nyth knew he should just calm down and enjoy things. It couldn't hurt too bad to let his worries and guard fall for more then five seconds. It was not as if he wished to burden others with this. So he just never talked about it. Walking through the park with his hands shoved into his pockets and his head bowed he just didn't seem to care too much. What was the worst that could happen here? He'd walk into a tree, a person or something else to make a fool of himself.
Rowe was smart, she could handle things even without father or anyone. If they were back to where they had been before. Only with each other and no one else she'd still find a way to handle being a parent. The amount of stress on her worried Nyth a lot now though. He didn't want her to be hurt, even if he acted like a butt sometimes she was still important to him. And maybe her boyfriend/husband whatever he was happened to be was slightly important too. He just wanted to convince himself that there was nothing to worry about. Walks always helped him to recover from those worries, or push them aside. Perhaps he'd be able to sleep then and if all else failed he'd go and find his sister to sleep close to her.
Why wasn't he as strong as his sister, or his father? Or the people he knew from the school. Nyth felt like he was weak or nothing compared to them. That was only his negative thoughts trying to get the better of him. Just because his sibling was the older one didn't mean he didn't have stronger qualities or different things that were good about him. "Ugh still just wish I could do the things she could sometimes...well some of them. Others I'd rather not." Nyth wasn't really talking to anyone. He didn't care or think that anyone might hear him speak. | |
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Post by Arisen Enai on Feb 9, 2015 16:55:20 GMT
"That's confusing," piped up a stray female voice. On impulse did they point out the boy's vocal thoughts as though she was eavesdropping the whole time. As a matter of fact, she were just passing by at this very moment. There were originally no plans made beyond taking a more in depth look of what the city has to offer. Her own agenda didn't have a lot of things on them at the moment but the umbrella topic was to keep herself occupied and here she was, wandering around looking for things to do but not technically looking for trouble. That's for real mischief behavior.
The girl, dressed in what likely isn't the best winter wear clothing, then shook her head and hoped the poor fellow would stop himself before he did start to run into something. Up ahead were a few likely choice options; a small fenced area for dog owners, a lamp post, trees, and walk railings. Whichever one he was bound to run into, the girl did feel a bit sorry for them either way. "Wanna talk about it? You sound more confused or lost than I am right now." she offered. Her choice of words came out to be less than humble as intended yet, oblivious to all that, the girl just smiled and offered her hand to the young man.
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Post by Nyth Turace on Feb 18, 2015 8:02:45 GMT
► nyth turace open words notes | All he wanted was the tension to disappear. Something, anything so he could relax. They couldn't blame him for wanting that right? It was a normal thing for any young man or woman. Just Nyth was a bit of a different situation because of the whole dragon thing, at least he hadn't shifted yet. That would be far more terrifying then anything else in his mind. The voice shook him out of his thoughts enough to get him to look around with slight panic. Who was it? He was quite certain he did not know the strange girly voice that reached his ears. "E-eh? It's confusing?" Well Nyth did think it was confusing in his own, but he made everything confusing no matter what. It had to be one of his bad qualities.
He did not quite get why someone would respond. People usually didn't respond to him, and obviously this was just how it went. However Nyth couldn't bring himself to be rude and ignore her. Even if maybe he should. Honestly he didn't know how to handle others that weren't his family but he knew how to have small conversations. Outside of that he was really awkward with nothing to say. He'd usually let the other person lead the conversation and just follow along.
Nyth glanced around trying to find the source of the voice at first. He felt like he was just hearing things, or someone was playing a trick on him. When he finally did spot her Nyth just blinked. She didn't look dangerous. To him she seemed mostly harmless and just lost so this was okay. "I guess. It's not really important though, it's just something that's bothering me." Nyth didn't think it'd matter or change if he talked about it. So why should he right now.
Nyth glanced at her hand and hesitated but he would take it to at least shake it then quickly pull away. He was scared of this, and did not like or want any of it right now. | |
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Post by Arisen Enai on Feb 20, 2015 6:05:19 GMT
"Yes yes," she chirped. Her hand withdrew quickly as well with the boy's to have it hide behind her back. The nervousness look in his eyes and face got her curious on how many things were running about his mind. Whatever the sort of mess in his head was, Arisen wondered a broom wouldn't be enough to clean it. Her bright eyes searched beyond him of the park layout. Not many people seem to enjoy walking around at this time. Oddly, the park was far more quest than anticipated. It was luck to have run into someone at this hour.
"So wandering around till you run into something is how you often spend your days? I was wonder if you'd hit a bush or a lamppost first." She spoke frankly, her bets being on the bush of all things for him the collide into. Turning away briefly, she yawned loudly and rubbed her eyes as though the girl just woke up from a nap. "Right, hmm, before I go much further just how long have you been living here? I want to ask something about this city." Most of the people Arisen has met were students and school staffers but for being in this country and city, it now raised a question of just how long anyone has lived in the city. The option to wander around lost every day is always an open one but has there been anyone that has lived their whole life here? Maybe this guy would know something if he's willing to share outside of his problems.
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